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|  finals week was a rage. taeyang is still such a hottie <3
12.11.09
babe and i left davis on friday night after his 6-8pm final. packing and cleaning took up about 2 hours, got back to san francisco around 12am and went to eat at abc as a farewell.
12.12.09
woke up around 9am and got ready to leave. went to the car to realize the alarm went psychotic so had my brother drop me off at babe's place. babe then drove me and him to SFO <3 we got there late but his planed was delayed so we parked, checked in and then walked around. got some japanese food for lunch (= curry+sushi <3 yummyy <3 then he realized he forgot his earphones so we went to get him one. i LOVED this pink one but i didn't need it, but we got it anyways <3 he got a blue set (= yeee yeee yeeeahhh (= then babe left =( oh wells. i stayed on the phone with him until it was time for him to board the plane. drove his car back to his place in the crazyy rainn. called for my brother to pick me up, and went home to get some sleep. FINALLY.
12.13.09
got sick from finals week+the hectic rain from the day before. slept all day <33
12.14.09
yeeeee (= woke up at 7:45am to go to the dentist with my mom. then we went to chinatown for groceries (= i miss doing this. it's kinda funn (= i was still sick though, so after returning home i took a nap until dinner LOL more sleep <3
12.15.09
woke up from sleeping too much. packed and showered. after i finished winnie came to pick me up. then we picked willis up and together we went to san jose (= went to eat pho with phillip and aaron <3 then we went to great mall to shop until 6 something. then we went back to their place and picked up robert and went to korean food <3 after eating dinner we went to apartment 12. weeeeeeeeeee (= bp and other stuff. left around 1 something. willis and aaron stayed at apartment 12 for longer. me winnie phillip and robert was in their rooms talking. willis and aaron came back. aaron kept making willis and winnie drink water LOL funnyy <3 talked until 3-4ish in the morning and then went to bed.
12.16.09
woke up at 10:20 LOL cause winnie and i forgot to tell willis and aaron that we changed the wake up time to 10:20 instead of 10. packed up and then got readyyy to go to la vic <3 SOO GOOOOD <3 after burritos we went back to their apartment to get ready to leave. left aaron there :[ and then robert, phillip, willis, winnie and i went our ways back to sf. winnie dropped me off at my house, and the rest of them went to visit lincoln. napped until dinner time <33
12.17.09
ada l picked me up at 10:45 to go to winnie's place. met up ada t and van. we all got to winnie's at the same time. hopped onto winnie's car and then japantown we went. went to eat lunch at mifune (= then ichiban kan <3 walked around autofreak and other stores. then we went to pika pika (= cuuuuute pictures but too bad i don't have my scanner back at sf :[ after japantown we went to alamo square to look at the painted ladies and take pictures <3 funnnyy. we then dropped van off at winnie's house and then went to the reservoir <3 so pretty. so many doggies <3 afterwards went to winnie's house to chill for a few moments and then left. ada l dropped me back at home and then winnie comes to deliver the boots that i ordered with her that came right after i left .___. they're soooo CUUUTEE <3 ate dinner and now watching dramas <3 11 more days until babe comes back (=
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|  TaeYang<3 YoungBae<3 you smexy little thingggg. every girl is craving over you cause of your new digital releases when back then you were all mine LOLLOLLOL i kidd (=
school sucks. thank god for thanksgiving break and then a few more weeks until finals!! i'm excited for finals cause i don't want to do anything related to anything i am taking right now. actually not really. i'm just kinda getting bored of my classes and want new classes to get me excited for school again. in freshmen year i would LOVE going to chinese 114 nd chinese 115. now i HATE going to chinese 10 :[
next quarter will be better (= even though i'm trying to get into 5 classes. i want to take chinese 106 and 120. and then take math21 c and d. then take chem 2b. it sounds tough but i'm excited.
and besides school i'll also keep working LOL (= making moneyy answering phones and listening to people yell at me when i cant find the tree/house/garage/door/etc that they are standing in front of. they think i have cool GPS systems to locate where each person is, but i don't. i just use google maps to find the street you are on and then determine where the closest bus stop to you is LOL. people think i'm magical and can tell them where they are and what tree or house color to go towards. thank god for google's street view maps? LOL
i gave him another chance. i caved in when he kept telling me he can't lose me and he promised me he won't do it ever again....i'm losing faith in him. let's just see how much longer from now until the next time. i guess. ughh .___.
i can't wait until black fridayyyy i wanna go shoppping (=<
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|  i just wanted to update.
bottled up feelings are really dangerous. once opened arguments after arguments will occur. maybe that's why people tend to bottle things up, hoping that the strings of arguments won't follow...but it only gets worse when the bottle overflows and explodes. the string of arguments is inevitable.
over and over again i get these bottled up emotions. not knowing who to tell anymore. cause once i open up to someone, there are betrayals, broken friendships. and cause of that, i bottle up way more than i can handle. am i really going crazy? am i really thinking too much?
it seems like i don't know anything anymore.
like one moment i can be the happiest person alive...
yet the next moment i feel so ugly, like i don't belong in a world like this.
am i really over thinking? over analyzing?
cause deep down i know everyone has flaws, but is mine so overbearing that it covers everything else up? or is she the most perfect person that i'm always being compared to her?
what do i even strive to be anymore? who am i? why should i even deal with someone that always puts me down? people just say i need more confidence...but do i really?
i think i'm a typical average person, but why does he make me feel like i should cover up and live in a cave so i can stop showing my ugly face to the world? why is this world so shallow....
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|  i haven't had the time to actually sit down and type up a xanga entry to blog about my days since the last entry :[ but i'll highlight the good ones (=
09.16.09 - my 19th birthday (= once i woke up i went to get my haircut (= i cut my hair like bubbi's (bubzbeauty) (= and then went to serramonte with erik, ally and yani. ate lunch and then erik bought me a new robo hamster for my birthday (= we named her bubbi since i'm currently crazy about her. then we went to spirit to look around. then erik and i went back to my house and made bubbi's home. then erik left and babe came to pick me up for my birthday dinner (= went to my all time favorite the cheesecake factory and ate dinner (= then we went to coit tower to enjoy the night scenery and then went back to my house. he then gave me my ginormous handmade birthday card (= and my birthday presents. i love that boy too much <3
09.23.09 - took the bus to work for the meeting. watched people get their lifetime member shot glasses, and by-hour glassware...all related to drinking. WHICH is hella ironic cause i work for the school-run bus system. me and my office coworkers then went back to the office to have our mandatory meeting where we then get more glassware. since i'm the noob i only got one glass cup (= but last week i just reached my 100th hour (=
10.09.09 - i came back from davis and then went to watch cloudy with a chance of meatball in 3D with my mother and brother (= we ate in-n-out and then went to watch it. it was hella fun. i loved the movie and i loved the fact that my mom enjoyed watching it too (=
10.10.09 - went out with winnie to go shopping at serramonte (= we're crazy shoppers but she got ripped off from the leg warmers she got at wetseal for 6 something :[ while i bought two leg warmers for $1.94 each at charlotte russe (= we got hella stuff. afterwards went to ranch 99 to pick up her mom from work and then she dropped me off at home. then later on that night we went to get dessert at 100% sweet cafe on clement (= ginger stuff is very ginger there. LOL
10.17.09 - went back to san francisco in the afternoon even though it was a saturday. ate at abc for lunch and then went home. later on at night time me and babe went to watch couples retreat and law abiding citizen with olivia and andrew. both really good movies (= then we all went home.
10.24.09 - i went to the doctors in the morning cause i have been suffering a nasty ass cold all week. then i dropped off my prescription and went home to nap. napped too long that i didn't get to pick up my medication LOL
10.25.09 - babe came and drove me to pick up my prescription and to get apples. then we went to get sandwiches LOL after that we were about to get japanese food on irving but we couldn't find parking so we went to stonestown instead. i just came back from grabbing lunch with babe at stonestown (= we walked around afterwards and now he's going to play football and i'm gonna take my medication and sleep. and i just remmebered i Enter text here.left the apples in his car .____. then later on tonight i'll be heading back to davis :[
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|  09.05.09 congratulations to my godsister&husband <3
babe came around 12:30 in the afternoon and picked me up to go to serramonte (= we ate at elephant bar and then decided to walk around serramonte. he left me at the pet store for a really long time. ughh boys. then we walked around target and then he brought me home by 3:30pm. right when i walked into the house i was getting rushed by my dad to go to my godsister's wedding banquet. helped set up the tables, centerpieces and things. then the dinner started. she's so pretty. total of 4 different dresses for a mere 3 hours, and none of those dresses included the cultural chinese one. she's a trooper (= the night ended for me, even though i was supposed to go over to gordon's house, but my parents didn't want me to go and i was so tired.
09.06.09
got ready to go to gordon's house for his frontyard bbq. the guys were cooking while me and winnie was talking upstairs. they're really thoughtful guys. catering to all our needs LOL. after that alex's friends came. around 12 babe, winnie and i wanted to leave. then winnie drove off and babe drove me and roy home. life happens.
09.07.09
rise and shine at 11am. i'm probably the laziest in the family. my dad already came home from his coffee run and my mom, sister and brother came back from their Lucky run. X_x they even ate breakfast while i was getting ready. then we packed the benz and drove off (= drove south towards san mateo to go onto san mateo bridge to go north because of the bay brdige's closing. got to richmond around 1pm. went to Pacific East Shopping Mall (= looked around while waited for a table to yum cha. after yum cha we went to vcacaville to shop (= i'm all gymed up! i got a new smaller puma duffle bag and running shoes from nike (= then we were running out of time so we headed towards davis. moved my bed and table from upstairs to downstairs and tried to move the furniture into place. after all the moving we went to hunan chinese restaurant at davis to eat dinner. not that great... after that we left my sister at davis while my parents, brother and i went back to sf. these are the reasons why i love national holidays on mondays. our whole family can go out together, even if it's doing labor together .___.
09.08.09
its another tuesday so that means it is a stay at home day with mom (= didn't do anything productive except do laundry with her. it was cause we were so tired from moving and cleaning at davis yesterday we both went to take naps. when my brother came home she went to sunset super to get groceries. i didn't even wake up until it was dinner time. LOL ouch for laziness cause now i am all sore. didn't sleep all night after that.
09.09.09
babe came over around 1:30pm. talked it out until 2ish. then took a nap until 4pm LOL. then we went to abc to grab a snack and then came back to my place to nap even longer. then we watched the ending of You're Hired together and he left around 9:15pm. i finally decided to clean my landslide room. didn't sleep until 4am, yet my room is still not much better looking than before .___. at least i got rid of most the sand that babe left on my floor earlier.
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